The world works in so much chaos, so less focus. wow. It’s astounding that this is normal.
I think I want to be free from such kind of work as well, soon.
not like I want to, but that I would like to be free from this, it’s very disorienting.
at the same time, there’s this understanding that it’s all just a dance, and the best way to spend my time while here is to dance along rather than trying to resist it.